God Is Bigger Than This Class

This last month, February, was one of the hardest months of my entire life. In a little cabin on the ocean on Salt Spring Island—quite alone, just me and a wood stove—the Epstein files were released.

Although I’ve known about the atrocities of the Epstein class, the 1%, the families that run our world, and the aliens that have been inhabiting and enslaving us for our physical, mental, and spiritual energy for a long time, seeing and reckoning publicly with how deeply evil everything is really took a toll on me and broke my system in a way that it hasn’t been broken in over 15 years.

This, on top of some difficult personal and career decisions and struggles, culminated in complete devastation. I really didn’t feel like I had anything left to give, given the abysmal state of the universe.  

Towards the end of the month, I made a choice. I said to myself, “I love my life. It’s beautiful. Nothing has changed besides the fact that now everyone knows about the evil. Yes, the world might end any day now, and although your entire reality is manufactured and constructed by this Epstein class, you have made beauty and magic and a lot of love within it. I am a no to this carnage that they’ve perpetuated, that they are continuing to perpetuate. I’m a no to the system that degrades humans to the level that we’ve been degraded to. But I’m a yes to life, and I’m a yes to God, and I’m a yes to my dreams. I’m a yes to the humans I know and love all over the world, and for that I will keep living and I will keep going.”

So my month consisted of so many beautiful things and people, and also the darkest parts of life and my soul I’ve ever had to reckon with. What was left of my innocence robbed in the reckoning. 

Thank you to all those who checked in on me and stood by me.

May we continue to always hold each other and stand together while the empires fall. And fall they must - humanity deserves a lesser evil. The human species deserves to be cared for, tended to, and governed by us and for us.

We are smart. We are loving. We have something that the ones ruling us will never have. I will hold onto that. And I hope you do too.

Although there is no corner of the built environment that capitalism, colonization, propaganda, and the waste and destruction that come with it have not touched, I enjoy it while I can, while it lasts. For a new foundation is on the horizon.

“God is bigger than this class [the Epstein class].” — Aviva Satok